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...wake cuddled up with my Family in the rocker...smile...slip myself and Jim out of Daddy and shy's grasps...stretch...and dance a slow waltz as Jim drinks in the Love from my breast...
My Morning Jacket - Rocket Man & I Am Legend Ending & Samuel Barber - Adagio for Strings, op.11. Uncut
close eyes.. time lazily drifts through decades back&forth.. waves freeing me..
Daddy's voice between dream states.. leadin back to those soft moments while singers
flow between then & now like a cool strawberry smoothie yogurt for sore throats..
so tired Daddy... can I rest now.. did I succeed this time.. did I..
can I forgit for awhile and remember.. when..
ssssshh.. I hear him say as time mashup all together..
one of many long needles pierces my neck.. catch breath, body stiffens.. Daddy's voice soothin..
dream son.. back when it felt true & eternal.. go back to that place when it's too much..
baby son go back..
I will guard your now so you can remember her softness.. when she was your whole world..
...holding the baby Jim...see the young man Jim enter...want to run to him...but seeing the hurt in his eyes...hurt not from disease...but from me...I stand back with pleading eyes...I will give him his space to feel...and continue to feed the part of him that I can still nurture...and hope and pray...for forgiveness.
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