Hi Gold,
Hang in there, and keep positive. I have lost many fur babies as I have always been a dog lover and wanted to hold on to them until the end. I really understand you are suffering so much and want to wish you all the best.
Remember, you were a great mom to them and did all you could. You guys were lucky to have each other. Pets are, for me, a way that God found to show us what the purest love means and to bring an instant smile to one's face.
Elvis was a tremendously sweet little guy and your former posts brought me to tears too.
I was suffering with you and remembering my sweet ones as well.
But be strong and also remember we will all get together at the rainbow bridge one day, where there will be many tails wagging happily once again...
God bless.