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I am assuming you are still fairly young. When you are old, you have been burned so much that you don't feel that giddy happiness of love any more, you are more like "Spock" and just observe it all. As painful as it is now, it is better than the cold, analytical apathy I feel now.
Not true. Everyone is different. I still get giddy about people and art projects and other things I'm passionate about.
Really, I do. I wish that I can just not feel emotion romantically sometimes, I hate having my heart squeezed and ripped out, I hate when my head is spinning over 1 simple girl, I hate getting down thinking about one lady who probably doesn't care or thinks of me, I just hate sometimes being head-over-heels for someone, I hate not being thought of.
I just wish I had a switch that can make me a heartless robot or inanimate object like a stone. Sometimes I wish I just never fell in love or I sometimes wish I just can just care less about having feelings for someone or having any interest in romance. I wish I was a zombie and just had a dead heart when it comes to romance.
Don't get it confused, I love to love. I love to love life, love my family, friends, and everyone that's good to me but romantically is what messes me up so bad sometimes. I hate not being able to focus, concentrate, getting side tracked on things I SHOULD be really putting energy, time and focus on rather then thinking about someone that just turns your heart out.
Its been a long time since I've felt crazy about a girl and I don't want to like it. In the beginning I loved it but now I just wish from here on out, I can be a zombie to relationships and focus on other aspects of my life.
Thanks for hearing me out!
You want to feel no more feelings?
Take one year to study the hardcore aspects of relationships in which you read the infidelity forms on the net and internalize the hardships and betrayals, read any hardcore books on relationships that you can find, lurk on women only forums to witness their true feelings of the men who take care of them (ha ha, it will always start like this; "he's a great guy, but"......), lurk on STD forums and witness the anger and all the problems of being given the "gift" for life.
After about a year of serious study you will want to be single for life and have no desire to be with anybody.
i think some proper exercise might help you. Exercise tends to help release stress and other mental pressures.
I agree, dancing helped me quicker than I could say "new boyfriend". Granted I was dancing like 12 hours/week, but you can do that much cardio/exercise too.
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