This blog is basically to chart my progress in trying to lose weight...
This is a Record of my daily events including my family when appropriate for my other family members to see if they choose to.
This is my legacy, for my family to read after I am dead and burried. So, any thing on here is meant for them only and if it offends anyone, my apologies, but, its not meant for you and them
Chow for now...
May the LORD Bless all who see this.
I wish you well...
Jesse
This is a Record of my daily events including my family when appropriate for my other family members to see if they choose to.
This is my legacy, for my family to read after I am dead and burried. So, any thing on here is meant for them only and if it offends anyone, my apologies, but, its not meant for you and them
Chow for now...
May the LORD Bless all who see this.
I wish you well...
Jesse
Today
Posted 03-01-2011 at 08:21 AM by woodworkingmenace
Today is the result of many yesterdays, all linked in a row to make this day, and this day, along with all of the yesterdays will make tomorrow possible, with the good LORD willing...
I was chatting with my Son yesterday, about this and that, when suddenly I remembered I didnt take my heart meds again! He said DAAAAD, how can you forget 'those'!??
Well Son, with all the drugs coursing though my system, different medicines to do different things to my body to keep it going and working in a semi-orderly fashion, and toss in some vicodin when I go to exercise and also, me being with out my sleep meds, and not sleeping for about five days now-->every morning, Im still awake, and hear the alarm go off and see my Wife get out of bed, then I can rest a wee bit before I finally decide I have had enough laying around and need to just get up and do nothing all day!
Its amazing, how my short term memory is gone, or just gaps missing, while my long term memory is still intact, but, remembering mostly the bad stuff that happened to me long ago, and vowing to never repeat those actions, against my Children or Wife. Its amazing, how I can forgive for those deeds done to me, but, they wont be forgotten into the oblivion, as easily, as the good things that have happened to me, have from each day of living... But, thats the twisted way my mind weaves and turns and I thought I would just jot them down, while I am in this frame of mind
Fortunately, I called the Nurse today and the Doctor should be prescribing me new sleep meds, because this cutting pills in half just dont make it, when I forget to.
Wife wants me to go to exercise today. As much as I feel like chuckin the whole business of exercising and not losing weight, Im going to force myself to go anyways!
Yea, I fight off depression quite a few times a day. Sometimes it gets me down enough to think about dark thoughts, and I give in to them for awhile, till Ive had enough, then decide to quit while Im still above ground LOL.
While other times, I wont give them the time of day to even take a foot hold, and just focus on the good things in life. Like a loving Wife and my two children, who are about to go out on the adventure of thier life... Learning as they grow and develope, and mature into adults. (Yea, it took me til the age of 40 to really grow into an adult, so, I hope that you both learn sooner than I did!!).
Do all your foolishness while your young, and remember, that everything you do to your body now, you will pay for it when your older, and sometimes, its a hard lesson to learn, or digest...
And worse, sometimes they are just plain hard to live with afterwards...
Wife went to the Doctors to get new scripts for her diabetes meds and testing supplies...Need to send them in for 90 days supplies now. Im going to see if its cheaper that way, I doubt it, but, if her diabetes meds are going to be 'free' for now on, when we send for them, then its worth it! One benefiet of paying out the nose for Health Insurance I reckon, they give you a break on the little stuff and make you pay and arm and a leg on the big stuff.
Im going to the doctor tomorrow and get my pacemaker checked, so, I will see how much this is going to cost me. If too much, then they can simply wait til I am in my sixth year and start testing it, to see how much time I have on the 'meter' LOL
I think its kind of foolish now, since Ive only had it for 2 years, and I get 6 years out of them, but, I will let the Doctor check it this once and then, I will tell him to wait, until "I" decide I want it checked next time. After all, "Im" paying for this, and he is simply 'my employee' 
. I've fired a few heart Doctors already, and so he wont have the dubious distinction of being the first LOL... First Heart Doctor tried to kill me, three different ways!! Good thing I outlived each attempt, and got rid of him... Second, well, he shouldnt of left me in the Hospital for the weekend, he got fired on Monday! (Thing is, he said I could go that Friday morning, then put another Doctor in charge of his rounds, and 'he' wouldnt let me go, so, I had to wait til Monday and I was busting a gut to get out of that place by then!!). Worse thing in the World for me, is a hosptial room...Be as it may, that the room service is great, but, I start climbing the walls, as soon as I am healthy enough to get up on my own two feet.
Hmm my Wife keeps including a spoon everytime she brings me coffee...shame, she left, I would have asked for more, just to collect the spoons and hand her a whole bunch of them with my last cup ROTFLOL!!
OH, I got rid of my Hotmail account. I deleted all mail and my list of 'contacts'. Now I want to see if anyone still gets those blasted emails with attachments from me! Shame, I cant email them and tell them to close the account, but, I think after 90 days of inactivity or something like that, they are supposed to close them anyways. Course, I didnt check my emails for 5 months while I was playing Evony, and it was still active, so that rule isnt written in stone either, I see. I use my G-mail account for personal emails now (since I know that some of you read my updates from my contact list).
Said a bunch today... Think I will turn it off for now, and put on Instant Messanger and talk to my Sister in law, before my Wife gets back, so I dont catch any 'hate and discontent' for not telling my Wife any updates thats going on with her Sister. Like she 'REALLY' does anything out of the ordinary, eh? LOL
C'mon Sis, get a LIFE!! Just so I have something to talk about
I wish you well...
Jesse
I was chatting with my Son yesterday, about this and that, when suddenly I remembered I didnt take my heart meds again! He said DAAAAD, how can you forget 'those'!??
Well Son, with all the drugs coursing though my system, different medicines to do different things to my body to keep it going and working in a semi-orderly fashion, and toss in some vicodin when I go to exercise and also, me being with out my sleep meds, and not sleeping for about five days now-->every morning, Im still awake, and hear the alarm go off and see my Wife get out of bed, then I can rest a wee bit before I finally decide I have had enough laying around and need to just get up and do nothing all day!
Its amazing, how my short term memory is gone, or just gaps missing, while my long term memory is still intact, but, remembering mostly the bad stuff that happened to me long ago, and vowing to never repeat those actions, against my Children or Wife. Its amazing, how I can forgive for those deeds done to me, but, they wont be forgotten into the oblivion, as easily, as the good things that have happened to me, have from each day of living... But, thats the twisted way my mind weaves and turns and I thought I would just jot them down, while I am in this frame of mind
Fortunately, I called the Nurse today and the Doctor should be prescribing me new sleep meds, because this cutting pills in half just dont make it, when I forget to.
Wife wants me to go to exercise today. As much as I feel like chuckin the whole business of exercising and not losing weight, Im going to force myself to go anyways!
Yea, I fight off depression quite a few times a day. Sometimes it gets me down enough to think about dark thoughts, and I give in to them for awhile, till Ive had enough, then decide to quit while Im still above ground LOL.
While other times, I wont give them the time of day to even take a foot hold, and just focus on the good things in life. Like a loving Wife and my two children, who are about to go out on the adventure of thier life... Learning as they grow and develope, and mature into adults. (Yea, it took me til the age of 40 to really grow into an adult, so, I hope that you both learn sooner than I did!!).
Do all your foolishness while your young, and remember, that everything you do to your body now, you will pay for it when your older, and sometimes, its a hard lesson to learn, or digest...
And worse, sometimes they are just plain hard to live with afterwards...
Wife went to the Doctors to get new scripts for her diabetes meds and testing supplies...Need to send them in for 90 days supplies now. Im going to see if its cheaper that way, I doubt it, but, if her diabetes meds are going to be 'free' for now on, when we send for them, then its worth it! One benefiet of paying out the nose for Health Insurance I reckon, they give you a break on the little stuff and make you pay and arm and a leg on the big stuff.
Im going to the doctor tomorrow and get my pacemaker checked, so, I will see how much this is going to cost me. If too much, then they can simply wait til I am in my sixth year and start testing it, to see how much time I have on the 'meter' LOL
I think its kind of foolish now, since Ive only had it for 2 years, and I get 6 years out of them, but, I will let the Doctor check it this once and then, I will tell him to wait, until "I" decide I want it checked next time. After all, "Im" paying for this, and he is simply 'my employee' . I've fired a few heart Doctors already, and so he wont have the dubious distinction of being the first LOL... First Heart Doctor tried to kill me, three different ways!! Good thing I outlived each attempt, and got rid of him... Second, well, he shouldnt of left me in the Hospital for the weekend, he got fired on Monday! (Thing is, he said I could go that Friday morning, then put another Doctor in charge of his rounds, and 'he' wouldnt let me go, so, I had to wait til Monday and I was busting a gut to get out of that place by then!!). Worse thing in the World for me, is a hosptial room...Be as it may, that the room service is great, but, I start climbing the walls, as soon as I am healthy enough to get up on my own two feet.Hmm my Wife keeps including a spoon everytime she brings me coffee...shame, she left, I would have asked for more, just to collect the spoons and hand her a whole bunch of them with my last cup ROTFLOL!!
OH, I got rid of my Hotmail account. I deleted all mail and my list of 'contacts'. Now I want to see if anyone still gets those blasted emails with attachments from me! Shame, I cant email them and tell them to close the account, but, I think after 90 days of inactivity or something like that, they are supposed to close them anyways. Course, I didnt check my emails for 5 months while I was playing Evony, and it was still active, so that rule isnt written in stone either, I see. I use my G-mail account for personal emails now (since I know that some of you read my updates from my contact list).
Said a bunch today... Think I will turn it off for now, and put on Instant Messanger and talk to my Sister in law, before my Wife gets back, so I dont catch any 'hate and discontent' for not telling my Wife any updates thats going on with her Sister. Like she 'REALLY' does anything out of the ordinary, eh? LOL
C'mon Sis, get a LIFE!! Just so I have something to talk about
I wish you well...
Jesse
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