What I have given up or have been forced by the world to surrender for 2013.
Every year for my past 40 years I have salt petered around give up this or that carbs,swearing, men what ever. None of these things stuck true. In reality and to my credit I never gave anything deadly or important up. All the years past I suppose my life was relatively simple go out look for soul mate rinse repeat. This year I have discovered something fine. I am important, important by way of knowing I don't mean a bloody thing to anyone and never ever will. That all the things I learned in the subsystem of lies and propaganda in school have weakened my mind to a pulp. So this year what I give up for the rest of my life not that anyone cares.
1. God.
Or the omnipresent bearded guy in the clouds.
I have a new answer for god. See the God blog on New Years Day.
2. Naturally Jesus
Yes the the all wanting and martyr galore who died in Lew of living and working towards the end goal. But a puppet in a scheme.
3. Men
Oh my I can go on and on and on.
After losing everything just barely surviving some relationships meaning I would of been shot still may, was stabbed, maybe poisoned, driven to poverty. I discovered that in general they are to cowardly to be with me and too selfish to stay when they are. naturally i have considered my picks but that is all i had to pick from. I already have money, home, kids, cannot get pregnant a plus at thus age, thanks to abuses of my ex. So they cannot have excuse to break up with me so they no longer try. I find them here in my area petty, afraid, stupid and incredibly duel. Any who can do better fill out the three page form and submit a photo. Jk
4. Giving excuses
To or for any reason
5.Getting mad at drivers for being stupid.
I see what you people eat, drink and wear why should I assume your driving would be any better.
6. Trusting authority's of any sort
They were all kids who shat their pants. They cannot know much more than I can learn myself.
7. Hope that things will change.
Things do not change. It's changing of their outfit scenery,time or culture. So watch the move network made some thirty years ago or read war history from any era.. Nothing ever changes but never stays the same either hmmmmmmmm.
8. Believing a persons guilty just because a history is present.
I was falsely accused of a crime for which I'm still fighting no PAYING to prove my innocents. I have a record obviously I must be guilty. No not everything is as it appears. Especially in my case my extended sorrow and well wishes for those of us paying and those who've paid the ultimate price.
9. Marriage or baptism any ism really.
Money making schemes by an ancient church that has no bearing today. Yesteryears version of Facebook.
10. Hope in general. I know what is happening. I know what will happen. I've known what has happened. Life's offerings it's just nothing I want any longer. So I do not want anything.
No worries despite the somber and Jacobean tone I am not angry depressed or hate anything. I am numb and unfounded by the world I can cry at a muppet dying but look a swelled gut fly covered baby and not blink. I can get raped of money from the government but throw a fit and boycott a store for counting out wrong change. The world is full of people who are full of problems and people full of solutions who do not care. So I welcome 2013 without joy and anticipation but knowing its the same stupid ****e as the last 2012 years.
Happy New Year don't drink and drive cops are pigs very greedy for the arrest.
1. God.
Or the omnipresent bearded guy in the clouds.
I have a new answer for god. See the God blog on New Years Day.
2. Naturally Jesus
Yes the the all wanting and martyr galore who died in Lew of living and working towards the end goal. But a puppet in a scheme.
3. Men
Oh my I can go on and on and on.
After losing everything just barely surviving some relationships meaning I would of been shot still may, was stabbed, maybe poisoned, driven to poverty. I discovered that in general they are to cowardly to be with me and too selfish to stay when they are. naturally i have considered my picks but that is all i had to pick from. I already have money, home, kids, cannot get pregnant a plus at thus age, thanks to abuses of my ex. So they cannot have excuse to break up with me so they no longer try. I find them here in my area petty, afraid, stupid and incredibly duel. Any who can do better fill out the three page form and submit a photo. Jk
4. Giving excuses
To or for any reason
5.Getting mad at drivers for being stupid.
I see what you people eat, drink and wear why should I assume your driving would be any better.
6. Trusting authority's of any sort
They were all kids who shat their pants. They cannot know much more than I can learn myself.
7. Hope that things will change.
Things do not change. It's changing of their outfit scenery,time or culture. So watch the move network made some thirty years ago or read war history from any era.. Nothing ever changes but never stays the same either hmmmmmmmm.
8. Believing a persons guilty just because a history is present.
I was falsely accused of a crime for which I'm still fighting no PAYING to prove my innocents. I have a record obviously I must be guilty. No not everything is as it appears. Especially in my case my extended sorrow and well wishes for those of us paying and those who've paid the ultimate price.
9. Marriage or baptism any ism really.
Money making schemes by an ancient church that has no bearing today. Yesteryears version of Facebook.
10. Hope in general. I know what is happening. I know what will happen. I've known what has happened. Life's offerings it's just nothing I want any longer. So I do not want anything.
No worries despite the somber and Jacobean tone I am not angry depressed or hate anything. I am numb and unfounded by the world I can cry at a muppet dying but look a swelled gut fly covered baby and not blink. I can get raped of money from the government but throw a fit and boycott a store for counting out wrong change. The world is full of people who are full of problems and people full of solutions who do not care. So I welcome 2013 without joy and anticipation but knowing its the same stupid ****e as the last 2012 years.
Happy New Year don't drink and drive cops are pigs very greedy for the arrest.
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