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Originally Posted by Lily399
I was recently involved in a deliverance service where many demons were cast out of me, including the demon of insanity. While i was being ministered to i was almost fully conscious of what i was saying and doing. I distinctly remember myself teasing the people who were helping me and saying "what spirit?, and"what blood?" I also mentioned saying i was an arch demon. After this, i tried to live my normal christian life before the incident, but since my whole view and concept of my christianity was shattered. I no longer felt any enthusiasm in praise and worship at church, even though i was one of the most energetic people in the choir just weeks before. I no longer found joy in reading the bible and i started to slip back into old habits. I alzo stopped caring about school and my friends. Then i remembered the bible verse that said that whoever blasphemes against the holy spirit is unforgiven in this world and the next. I have read up on this a lot and i'm still not sure whether i would qualify, or whether my whole life direction would have to be towards sin with no attempt to get back to God. I would however like to get back on track and i really had thought that i had loved God before this. Now with this new apathetic spirit dogging me i can't tell if this is right or not. I do not want to go to hell. Someone please help me!
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The people who truly blasphemy the Holy Spirit are people who took the "Blasphemy Challenge" by the rational response squad. (matt 12:31-32, mark 4:28-30, luke 12:8-10)
Was it the demon within you saying "what spirit"? because if it was, it was NOT you and you are NOT charged for it.
The best thing I could tell you is that MANY PEOPLE get confused as if they did the unpardonable sin but, if you can pray and get hands laid on you by Spirit filled people and you get better then your ok.