Another lose

[smilinpretty]

My father is dying and doesn't have long to live and his wife called me today and left me a nasty message. She has a mean side to her but I have forgiven her because grief brings on stress. I will miss my Daddy very much and I hope he doesn't have to suffer for very much longer.

I don't think I like the month of June very much.

My two dogs are going downhill, I can't get them to eat over the last several days. I am cooking a chicken now so hopefully, I can get them to eat. I cook them hamburger, alternating with chicken, as they refuse to eat dog food any longer.

I realize that with life there comes the process of dying and that part is hard for me as it is for all of us.

I am pretty much over my grief but I can't say I am happy but I am no longer sad.

Peace and Love all,
Smilin

[Gerania]

Oh, well, I wouldn't be over my grief. I do like to carry it around for a while.

Sometimes it seems that when something goes wrong, everything else follows. Maybe the dogs sense your stress.

Tomorrow is another day. At least it will be different.

[tamiznluv]

Smilin', so sorry to hear about your dad. You are a good soul to forgive the wife and let her rant.

Sorry to hear about the poochies too. Boy, when it rains, it pours. (like it is here right now.)

I know exactly what you mean about the "grief" is over but you are not happy. Same here. Every day is just the SOSO. I "exist" day to day now.

BIG (((HUGS))) to you once again my friend.

Nameste,
tami

[CArizona]

smilin...I'm sorry about your Dad. I hope your dogs start to do better...I don't expect to be "over" my grief for awhile. I know I'll probably keep moving back and forth between all the different stages...Really sorry about your Dad. Please take good care of yourself!