Several years ago. I did an oil painting of my grandmothers house.
Since the house no longer exists, I did the painting from memory.
I grew up in this home. I have good memories of the place.
I made the painting for my mother who misses my grandmother.
It took a long time to get the details correct about the house. Since I'm
not a professional painter. What was in my mind & putting it on an
empty white canvas was difficult.
Soon after I started the project, I had a dream that I was a kid again back
at my grandmother's house. It felt so real, seeing my grandmother
in the kitchen cooking or outside the front yard watering her plants & flowers.
Later during the day , I kind of forgot some of the details.
So I made it a point to write down or sketch what I had dreamed the next
time in case I should have a similar dream.
I did.
The odd thing was that in the dream I felt so good that I was able to see
all the details & I even told myself to try hard to remember this for the
painting. In the dreams I remember the stains on the bedroom where the
rain had leaked through. I remember the smell of the flowers. The bean
pot cooking in the kitchen. The front of the house, the number of windows.
All the peach ,orange & mesquite trees & more.
I made the painting big like the size of a window. I didn't tell my mom.
I wanted to see if she would identify the scene as being that of her mom's
house...& for me my dear grandmother.
She did. She enjoys it very much.
I believe that the mind collects all the images & things that have
happened in our lives. And it's stored inside of us.
Some are able to bring it out & remember. Other times it takes
something to bring it out .
The smell of gardenias & I recall my grandmother's house.
The smell of the rain when it starts to fall on the dry earth.
Fresh cut grass & I'm a kid in the summer time.
A pencil sharpener & the odor of the wood lead pencil or chalkboard
& I'm back in elementary class. Fresh peaches or cool watermelon &
I'm back in my small home town.
Funny thing is that I can recall more things from the past then something
that occurred just the other day.