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Every time we make plans with her, I feel used.
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But she bought lunch, so it's all hunky-dory. Somehow I don't think this woman is the issue.
Look, I have a turbulent relationship, too. It keeps me financially comfortable, which is my safe space, but doesn't meet some of my other needs. As much as I try to ignore those needs, they keep popping up from time to time. I think that's what's happening with you.
It's OK to feel used. Don't bury your feelings just because you have a sense of gratitude to your husband. He should be grateful you've stuck it out this long. My spouse tried that "You're always wrong, everyone else is right" thing on me early on. I metaphorically kicked him in the butt. Then he went to, "Oh, I don't like to take sides," which is nearly as bad because he's really saying, "I don't want anyone to be mad at me."