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Oh lordy, I feel sorry for you kiddo. I was in your shoes once with a guy I thought I was in love with. Then I met my husband and dumped the dysfunction of that relationship. Look, I had a FWB once upon a time. It worked out because neither one of us was in love with each other. These relationships can work if people are on the same page.
You have to make up your mind which makes you the most unhappy. Seeing her and knowing she doesn't feel the same, or not seeing her and being lonely. Start dating other people. You may be pleasantly surprised at what's around the corner. Good luck and hugs.