Big Hugs....for
everything you've been through.
Years ago, I used a box of over the counter color remover after a bad dye job. As I recall, it turned my hair white! I then colored it a med blonde. I was a nervous wreck through both procedures, and because I had put so many chemicals on my head in such a short amount of time, I burned my scalp.
My hair eventually looked fine, but the whole process was too traumatizing. I wouldn't do it again, that's for sure.
Go to a salon, Heather. You deserve to be pampered.