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Old 10-23-2017, 11:19 PM
 
Location: about to move in 2 months! excited
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I don't know how to explain it, so I'm going to kinda type up what goes on in my head or what I generally think like

1. "i'm too late"
2. "i'm always at the wrong place and wrong time"
3. "i'm unloved and unworthy"
4. "its the end of the world"
5. " life and reality only gets worse"
6. "people are evil and so am I"
7. "I deserve to be punished or destroyed"
8. everything within me is intense and it hurts so bad emotionally and psychically"
9. "everyone hates me"
10. "something is out to get me"
11. " I feel like I don't exist"
12. " I'm constantly walking on eggshells with myself and cannot trust or predict myself"
13. "everyone has disappeared and vanished and no where to be found"
that's all that I think of but I have in the past recently fantasied about suicide, so for that, I have been to behavioral hospitals for that.

....... ok guys this is not a joke, I need someone to help me witn this, I don't trust any therapists, been there done that, I try so hard for everything but it all backfires, why is it that whenever I try and work myself off, nothing happens? I try to be the best person ever, I mean it, I'm not lying at all. what else am I to do?
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Old 10-23-2017, 11:26 PM
 
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More information needed: age, gender, examples of what you have done/said/tried and what happened that discouraged you.
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Old 10-23-2017, 11:27 PM
 
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I can relate. It's a question the self is asking about the worthiness of its own life.

These are hard questions.

You need to know you contribute to others
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Old 10-23-2017, 11:44 PM
 
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More information needed: age, gender, examples of what you have done/said/tried and what happened that discouraged you.
not sure why you need to know my age and gender, or what ive done, said, and what happened that discouraged me but, this Is just how I feel. I mean I don't know if its a result of my experiences in life or if this is how I just feel or if I'm just guilty of something. I posted on here before actually I mean, if you want to know a little more about my situation, go and look through the mental health forum, I described kind of what I have experienced in life, that's not all, but its a little. I don t really want to talk about my past, I kind of want to keep things more private, not saying any of you guys are not trustworthy, but I just don't want to reveal my life if that makes sense. but thanks for taking the time to read my posts. it means alot
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Old 10-23-2017, 11:53 PM
 
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not sure why you need to know my age and gender, or what ive done, said, and what happened that discouraged me but, this Is just how I feel. I mean I don't know if its a result of my experiences in life or if this is how I just feel or if I'm just guilty of something. I posted on here before actually I mean, if you want to know a little more about my situation, go and look through the mental health forum, I described kind of what I have experienced in life, that's not all, but its a little. I don t really want to talk about my past, I kind of want to keep things more private, not saying any of you guys are not trustworthy, but I just don't want to reveal my life if that makes sense. but thanks for taking the time to read my posts. it means alot
I haven't read your posts previously but I can tell you're having a rough time. I wish you the best and hope you find the help and support you need for a happy life.
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Old 10-24-2017, 12:00 AM
 
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Based on your age it can mean youre going thru a mental development phase. Psychology explains that males go thru a period of confusion starting around 28 as they come in to another mental development that then stays for their adult life... it feels like being a teen again

Since I am not female I can not begin to know the problems they face
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Old 10-24-2017, 12:03 AM
 
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I haven't read your posts previously but I can tell you're having a rough time. I wish you the best and hope you find the help and support you need for a happy life.
thanks a lot! your kind words are greatly approved.
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Old 10-24-2017, 12:04 AM
 
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Based on your age it can mean youre going thru a mental development phase. Psychology explains that males go thru a period of confusion starting around 28 as they come in to another mental development that then stays for their adult life... it feels like being a teen again

Since I am not female I can not begin to know the problems they face
this feeling isn't natural, I know I shouldn't feel this way, its like something is possessing me and burning me up to pieces.
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Old 10-24-2017, 12:20 AM
 
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There's a difference in seeking help to get better and seeking attention .

I know the feelings you described are real. They drove me to put a delta elite in my mouth and really think about my options.
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Old 10-24-2017, 12:30 AM
 
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Listen I'll check in with you in about 14 hrs. You ain't around , you didn't need my help. Wish you well
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