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:: quickly steps out of ~@~ rays... steel large hand
seize a vulnerable wrist that touches the rose...
pins wrist to ground... Eyes cold... roughly tears from
shyangel a rip of veil... two dimensions open...
enters the cave of her fears...
smelling out this demon... nostrils flare... fingering the
ripped veil into a stake of yew...
.... My Heart roars a black welcome...
The origin of sin
Lies hidden deep within
The paths to carnal hell
And damnation of the soul
::: tenderly tie the black ribbon loosely around her
bruised wrist... ... leaps on the back of he... Stabbing
the yew deeply into His heart...
... remove the birch.. still holding down her wrist...
other hand places birch stake in palm then drives it
deep in the knot of the black ribbon...
... blood-curling screams from him...sticky blackness
spills over My Hand... his cowardly cries... begging...
coldly feel his influence die with him... speaks calmly...
you should have taken the sister yew to
your corruptions... she belongs to Me now... the child
also... ::
Its mysteries unbound
For the seeker to find
He who holds the key
Shall be set free
From this prison of flesh
By blood, by fire
The pain will set it free
By steel, by death
The pain will set me free
....The pain will cleanse the soul
By steel, by death
The pain will cleanse my soul
....The pain will heal the soul
By steel, by death
The pain will heal my soul
....By blood
By fire
By death
::: secures the white string to the center of the ~@~... whispers ::
... the desert is a mystical place... give life to the child
in whatever gender ye can find...
bring the child before Me... the child shall live... the child
within you shall live as well... thy sisters can be thy
Mother at any time... ye know their shadows here so can
trust them...
I can be thy Father at any time needed... ye knows My
Shadows as well... reclaim and recreate what ye dream
could have been girl...
But bring the child to Me first and let the child live with
Us All in the Desert...
:: smells deeply thy warmth and wet softness...
sacred holy waters slow return to earthly wells...
releases wrist gently... ::
ye can move freely...
only inwardly bound for thy security and protection...
Love will tempt thee to follow but ye and the child must
not come where I go now...
... love the baby and bring forth only thy purest joy
to the desert...
:: push Self up... gestures for all gathered to surround
shyangel... bring forth the rays of the rose... gazes
upon the commited group of Metalheads...
My face stoic tho tears threatens to fall...
it doesn't matter what the world thinks of us or our music...
tightens lips and re-enters the realms of hell ::
::: Nods stiffly to the guardian... she gives Me several
items suited for where We are going... My Mind is Clear..
as dying refrains are purged from the ~@~ ::
{{{ dividing post into two parts to respect the new rules}}}
{{{ MMC
` }}}
```````````````````````````
{ coughs weakly... must hurry before strength weakens
and heart quake in fear... hurry shyangel!!}
inner journey of memories { SYL - Love , Siouxsie and the Banshees - Spellbound , TESTAMENT - More Than Meets The Eye }
{ fights nausea... lips parched... no Jim nearby...
must continue then i'll rest with the Mothers... no Jim within... too injured... must do alone.. }
---------- from M'Lord MMC -------------
(Quarantine) Pt.{{3}} SYL - Love , Siouxsie and
the Banshees - Spellbound , TESTAMENT - More
Than Meets The Eye
:: push Self up... gestures for all gathered to surround
shyangel... bring forth the rays of the rose... gazes
upon the commited group of Metalheads...
My face stoic tho tears threatens to fall...
it doesn't matter what the world thinks of us or our music...
tightens lips and re-enters the realms of hell ::
::: Nods stiffly to the guardian... she gives Me several
items suited for where We are going... My Mind is Clear..
as dying refrains are purged from the ~@~ ::
``````````````````````` ... brings arms tightly around myself... teeth chattering..
must do for all of us... then can rest... now must do
for all... do for love of all... now to reach deep and
relive my own
my response to M'Lord... Bela Lugosi's Dead (Open theatre) , Ayreon - Comatose , Waking Dreams & Day 11: Love
{ forehead on ground... as if in an altered state
od a sick drunk... everything spinning... bringing
focused on just breathing... focuse on just breathing...}
what day was that ... i ask myself... rememer the date..?
11-24-2009
remember... close eyes... remember the title my mind screams...
is jim okay... searches for him frantically...
ttheres the heartbeat... he's listening to it...mind returns to...
where am i... yes... title... 4 songs! too much energy to make
it.. what to do.. do not have the energy after this..
{ feel eyes go inward... a certain ache behind the eyeball when
they are staring in real... Topaz hand will keep me from going to far...
... Rayne! ... i hear their music now... a rope to come back to the
present... and like a deep sea diver... inwardly takes several deep
breaths then plunge!
herculean effort.. clutch teeth... to brings it forward
for all... for love... }
Title : M'Lord! { Bauhaus - Bela Lugosi's Dead (Open theatre) ,
Ayreon - Comatose , Waking Dreams & Day 11: Love }
Quote:
Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
Bauhaus - Bela Lugosi's Dead (Open theatre)
:: quickly steps out of ~@~ rays... steel large hand
seize a vulnerable wrist that touches the rose...
pins wrist to ground...
--------------
{eyes fly open... damp curls plastered to face...alone
with baby memories... unacceptable grief hisses
others... unacceptable the dimpled smiles and soft
coos...large eyes with beautiful lashes...}
Quote:
Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
Eyes cold... roughly tears from
shyangel a rip of veil... two dimensions open...
enters the cave of her fears...
-----------------------
unacceptable... memories of child's laughs or cries from
any source of a nearby heart... unacceptable... the
softest compassionate eyes that made strangers cry
when gazed upon }
Quote:
Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
smelling out this demon... nostrils flare... fingering the
ripped veil into a stake of yew...
.... My Heart roars a black welcome...
-------------------------
{ unacceptable... the child's softest sighs when
content...unacceptable grief...unacceptable belief
that child still lived or was felt... unacceptable...}
Quote:
Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain
::: tenderly tie the black ribbon loosely around her
bruised wrist... ... leaps on the back of he... Stabbing
the yew deeply into His heart...
... remove the birch.. still holding down her wrist...
other hand places birch stake in palm then drives it
deep in the knot of the black ribbon...
... blood-curling screams from him...sticky blackness
spills over My Hand... his cowardly cries... begging...
coldly feel his influence die with him... speaks calmly...
you should have taken the sister yew to
your corruptions... she belongs to Me now... the child
also... ::
----------------------------
{ grand symbol of my nightmares loom....
Bela Lugosi... Wizard of horrid experiences... never gone
... always rising from some putrid... undead...
hunting in crevices... dead zones...
this time girl chases... seeks it... falling from roof to
street... accepting death to come... M'Lord there to
catch girl... steel grip tight on wrist...
unwavering Will...penetrates... removing splinters...
ache... rust and shame... }
Quote:
Originally Posted by MadAtMcCain ::: secures the white string to the center of the ~@~... whispers ::
... the desert is a mystical place... give life to the child
in whatever gender ye can find...
bring the child before Me... the child shall live... the child
within you shall live as well... thy sisters can be thy
Mother at any time... ye know their shadows here so can
trust them...
I can be thy Father at any time needed... ye knows My
Shadows as well... reclaim and recreate what ye dream
could have been girl...
But bring the child to Me first and let the child live with
Us All in the Desert...
{tears fall...from places forgotten...tears shared...
with welcoming sisters who see child as acceptable...
tears fall... for the Man girl calls M'Lord...}
... from love did M'Lord enter girl's nightmares...
from love has M'Lord granted acceptance of an
unconventional idea... from love given... has love and
child... come back to me this blessed day in the desert...
{ smile into Topaz and Rare's eyes... take their hand...
ribbon and thread disappears but feel them within...
laughing... take their hands and dance around the rose..
... }
Thank You! I must quickly go! { face brilliant and full of
Joy!} He's coming to us and the baby! Oh Topaz!!
A love that accepts and welcomes this! Oh Rare! { hands
to lips... } let's fly like birds over desert sands
All of us!! let's fly!! He said... the baby can live!!
...shyangel...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~@~~~~~~~~~~~~~
surfaces with violent heaving... eyes blood-shiot..
whispers... now M'Lord... may girl ask Sir to allow this
realm to stay... this world to stay for Love...
{ on back... aware somewhere of kind hands and ...
gentle rays... aware i am safe... jim... he is sleeping
with a feeling of safe... safe we all are....}
see the beauty M'Lord? where else can we go and
breathe it... if Ye wish to grant Thy girl anything...
then girl's only wish is to live in tis world of Thy
hands...
borne from Thy pain and Thy Love... of honest
nakedness... a place to confront personal hells...
let it stay within Thy Heart as gifts to Us all...
with Thy Blessings of Love... with M'Lord's energy
and support... Stay....
{ free from fear now... exhausted ... and in need of
sleep ... wordlessly whispers... }
For Love M'Lord... for Love...
...shyangel...
can come bak lateter to make this two since 4 songs..
bt someoe need it and i do for them...
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