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I'm feeling a tad flustered and frustrated. I've basically been studying since 2pm this afternoon on 9 chapters of medical emergencies (ranging from immune emergencies to gynecological emergencies to cardivascular emergencies) and there's just a LOT of information to process. It is now 12:38AM. Since I'm one of those pains-in-the ass, after reading and highlighting every chapter I've done, I've sat and sat and sat until I've gotten a 10/10 on the quizzes, because that brings up our test score average (Perfect 10s on quizzes get extra points on tests, it's a nice safety net).
I love learning about this stuff but it's just a lot to process, and I took an "EMS 101" class before this that covered the same stuff but in less detail, so it's not like I'm a complete newbie.
Furthermore, girl-I-like-that-I-want-a-relationship-with is hanging out with another guy tonight. She said a few months back that she didn't want another boyfriend for a while due to a traumatic breakup with the ex-douchebag, and that this new "friend" doesn't want anything serious, but I'm seriously doubting that. I understand that she gets along better with men than women, but I can't help but get jealous when I see pics posted on FB or whatever. ****. FACEBOOK. And she invited me up to hang out this weekend... this is gonna be now or never-time to stop being a *****. It's not because I'm not getting any, either, it's a bit beyond lust.
Lastly, it REALLY bothers me that these things bother me. I'm usually very laid back, not easily angered/frustrated/made to be jealous... but it just gets to be a PITA, especially considering I have no outlet for releasing energy at the moment.
To recap: Stressed because of massive 9-chapter, 400-page-in-the-textbook test on Sunday. Stressed and angsty over girl, which has never happened on this scale before. It seriously feels like I'm on fire right now, and it's 50* in this room. Confused as to why my personality is changing to be much more competitive and much more "alpha male" than I used to be (and that includes other things I've never wanted to do before, but nothing bad). Not sure if this is a good thing and if it's natural or if I should get my head checked for being a mental case.
/rant over, I'm sure nobody wants to hear this anyways. I really should get a blog or a notebook and just write this stuff down somewhere.
Happy that it's FRIDAY!!!! )))) Also wishing my salad wasn't $8 because I'm still hungry D:
Also excited about tomorrow!!
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)))) Also wishing my salad wasn't $8 because I'm still hungry D:
