I'm only posting this because this is the 'Religion
and Philosophy", so religious kooks keep that stuff to yourself.
Today I've been feelin' kinda blah. Not bad, just "blah". It is Monday and it feels like it's about 1000 degrees out with heavy humidity. I was eating lunch and was just thinking about recent events. The last ~2 years of my life really really, REALLY have sucked. I look further and realized there was other periods of my life where they sucked. The in between? Awesome!
Lately things have been getting better. I had a job that drained my soul COMPLETELY, the one supervisor I liked passed away (at 36!!)..and one of my dearest friends decided she no longer wanted to live. Quit job, dried up savings, took a job I just tolerate because I have to, barely paying bills.. it's been annoying to say the least. But, I took some control over some of our finances...and.. things just seem to be looking better. In fact, the last few weeks a lot of things have looked positive.
But here I am, getting excited to FINALLY get out of this "suck" period and head back into another "awesome" period... but yet, I know that after so many months -- or even years! -- things will get bad again.
I'm just venting, really. I just find it hard to look forward to the good parts of life, when we all know it's going to get bad eventually... LOL
I know, I know, dreading the bad means not enjoying the good. I just can't help it
I don't know why I made this thread, sorry. Just a lot on my mind. Feel free to complain about life if ya wish!