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I had mistaken a pig for an elephant.
i logged into the phone service providers website. He gave me access without asking any questions. The history stayed for 90 days...starting Feb 15th, 2015. Since then he had been in touch with escort services at least 5 times. I havent checked every week. After knowing 5 times, whats another 5 or 500 going to do.
Now i am just waiting for the right time to talk. I am planning on waiting until Friday, take a day off and then talk to him. I dont think I can wait until the baby is here. He has another 3 months to come. So just maybe we will figure something out before that.
It seems the first trimester symptoms have returned. I keep vomiting all the time suddenly. I hope my BP doesnt drop. Thats not good for me.
I feel like dying.
Yes, I know its a sin to be pregnant and then kill myself. I wont do it. The urge is overwhelming. But I wont do it.
I am so sorry cyn, for crying all over your thread.
As Dude said---this thread is for everyone. Your DH, if he is guilty of doing thee things certainly is not worth you hurting yourself. Now you have more then yourself to consider too. I went through a similar thing with my children"s father--it wasn't pretty but but I survived. Looking back I know about the tears and the pain but it does get better. But before you worry about that you take care of yourself and your babies!
Maila, I am SO sorry to hear of this during what should be a time of joy. I understand the thoughts of suicide and am very glad to hear you are ignoring them. You would not want your child to be "stuck" with "him" as the only parent. What kind of life would that be? I'm sure cyn has no problems with sharing this thread, dear. You are under such terrible emotional upheaval, it's no wonder you are physically sick again.
Thank you Elston, Cyn and Tamiz. I have set up an emergency appointment with my counselor tomorrow which I think will help me come up with words when I confront him on Friday.
Cyn, hope you are doing good.
Elston, hope you had a good vacation.
Malia like I told you privately sorry you're going through this now on the other hand these tears are shed for emotional pain. That is a good thing you can cry it will help make you stronger to go through whatever lies ahead.
Welcome home elston hope you had a nice trip & visit.
Thank You Jackson.....yes we did have a nice visit and trip....but next time we will fly.....this was just too long a drive.
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I understand the thoughts of suicide and am very glad to hear you are ignoring them. You would not want your child to be "stuck" with "him" as the only parent. What kind of life would that be? I'm sure cyn has no problems with sharing this thread, dear. You are under such terrible emotional upheaval, it's no wonder you are physically sick again.
