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It was a beautiful spring morning here in my part of SWFL...(after a very brief spring shower). I enjoyed church and now am relaxing at home enjoying my doggies. Enjoy your Sunday cyn.
I may make a run over to the garden in just a little......I need to see where I will plant some okra.
Looks like winter weather--brrrr. I need to get out and do some through weeding around my roses. Plus now I need to put the bark back since my neighbors chicken thought there must be more bugs under the bark and managed to toss it out of the garden--ugh! On the positive side--maybe that is where the ticks and fleas were! Smile. I have been asked to help my neighbor with ALS to fill his several bird feeders 3 times a week. He sits on his porch and enjoys watching the birds. He offered to pay but I told him no but he insisted since he knows my money situation. Won't be much but enough to help out. He said if I didn't take any money he'd have to get someone else. I know he only said that so I would except some pay. Not sure why but yesterday was a tough day for me...just one of those days. I'm sure the rainy weather doesn't help. Now today it is clear skies so hopefully it will be a good day! Hope everyone has a good day!
Guess I am working tonight filling in for another girl. Oh well, I need the money anyhow. Least I still have tomorrow off! I called to make sure we will be open on Sunday because I am going to see my son and grandchildren for Easter. I guess we will be open so I need to be home early to go to work. Busy day.....
I did a scary thing for me to do---I closed my ebay store. I still have an account up there as that is free but I closed the store and took down almost 500 items. That ebay store did help me through some hard time and it was difficult to part with the security it once gave me but it is no longer helping me but costing me--silly to keep it then! I will list a few items once in awhile but that will be all. It left me feeling a little empty...just another change I suppose. ???
I had a long hard cry in the shower this morning--guess I needed it. Changes are so difficult for me....selling my DH's things, closing his ebay store and just being alone all the time (at home anyhow) is so hard. I know with time this to shall pass...time.....
Cyn......the cry was probably in response to closing the ebay store that your husband started and saw as his way of supporting you.....it re awakened all the sense of loss and of being on your own. The waves of grief overtook you. They hard long cry was probably good for you.
I hope that the Easter service brings you some solace and comfort.
I know you are right....I know....I feel so insecure today but I had to start somewhere. I am so scared of everything again. It's like starting over...but it will pass. I would love to go to Easter Sunrise service but I have to work in the afternoon so my only time with my grandchildren will be in the early morning since it is over an hour drive to their home.
The repair guy came and got my lawn mower just now--didn't mention a price but he is a good person and knows my situation so he will be fair. Also I am waiting on one of the other workers at my work as she is going to teach me how to give my dogs their shots--I do know how but just am really not confident about anything today and this is to important to make any mistakes! So once she comes I will relax and try to make the best of the rest of this day. Thanks for your comment elston! It means a lot to me!
Dogs got their shots yesterday, the repair guy came and got my lawn mower and now I need to find myself again! It is a lovely day with no clouds in the sky! Think I'll go to the store and get the grand children in Calif Easter cards and a couple of baskets for the ones who live here. Can't spend a lot but they are always happy with whatever I bring/send them!
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Not sure why but yesterday was a tough day for me...just one of those days. I'm sure the rainy weather doesn't help. Now today it is clear skies so hopefully it will be a good day! Hope everyone has a good day!
