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I don't know about missed out, but I was born ugly and with several noticeable deformities due to a rare syndrome. I was picked on and teased at school and into adulthood. I've never had a true girlfriend.
I feel that I've missed out on many things that normals take for granted such as having a partner, being among groups of friends or part of something, jobs, a college education. My self-esteem is completely non-existent and my anxiety caused by my ugliness severely restricts my ability to do the simplest of tasks.
Hopefully death will come soon and naturally. I don't hate the world, as in all things natural (the plants, animals and the earth's amazing scenery). I do hate what humans do to one another and to the planet. I am tired of being treated like a leper.
I don't wish any harm to my family, but watching younger and better looking siblings pass me by has just added to the pain I already felt. Hopefully things wil be better in the next life and I'll be at least somewhat normal.
That's such a heavy burden you have to carry in life. I hope you can find some good friends who are not superficial - because good people are out there. God bless...
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