I know a lot of us are looking for answers on all the issues involving our Special needs children. From where to find programs, if/where we should move - a lot of our lives is filled with concerns about them no matter what age they are because they're vulnerable mentally or medically, maybe for their entire lifetime.
I don't know about you, but at Special Olympics or other places I notice how some sibs and families are very encouraging "cheerleaders" - and I think most of them are, still we're all human and other sibs get jealous or resentful of the extra time/patience/care that "special" family members need. Sometimes, I ponder how much of our lives and our other kids lives are changed. Our working life, recreation, where we live maybe. I know I'm going to have very little retirement for instance because I haven't always been able to work FT with benefits.
Can be positive and it seems to me that we're so much supposed to be positive about our special kids accomplishments (which of course we are) that its not pc for our families to be negative at all. Not be so bothered by tantrums running on for hours, or bugged by cleaning another "accident" of a middle-schooler or the same question repeated 50 times. I kind of get it that if you start letting it get to you too much, it would be too overwhelming and that isn't good for our outlook either. We need to keep things in perspective, sense of humor helpful.
I guess I wish we (in general) were more comfortable just flat out complaining/whining once in awhile without feeling guilty that we're not always counting our blessings (things could be much worse..etc). I notice a big difference between families with special kids and those without -those without being free-er to express their everyday frustrations and with less judgement about it from other people. Maybe its our need to show the world we're AOK with all the extra challenges. I think we mostly are really, its the way our lives are and its not that we wistfully pine for a "normal" life. I just wish we could react "normally" to the downside as well as the upside.
And I'm curious how you all manage your everyday lives..for those with adult children...how do you manage planning for retirement if you can't work FT because you need to be home? Do you have older kids/spouse work opposite work schedules to be there? Did you try harder to work from home or start your own home business? How are your other kids doing?
This stuff is recently on my mind because our adult disabled dd has a chance to get into a good day program. It's wonderful news. On the flip side, her older sib (who's given up a lot so we can all manage) doesn't like it here, hasn't been able to find work and wants to move. To a place that won't have awesome things like day programs but does offer a good future and more job possibilities for older sib. And my job is drastically cutting my hours. Financially we pretty much have to stay together to do ok. So I have to decide what to do and I'm noticing that its come up a lot over the years.
How many changes should the rest of the family make (or not make) because of our disabled child? And how to decide what will be best for all of us (without the crystal ball to help
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