Sorry, I didn't even realize there were replies to this thread! But I think you're right, Ken.
I've been just taking things slowly since I posted this thread. I'd say it's been a "compromise," but it doesn't feel like it has been for either of us. I haven't been demanding anything of him... and yet I've been getting the closeness and commitment I've wanted while he gets the drama-free time together he wanted. It's good... it's even made it easier to communicate and talk about stuff between us.
I think "slowing down," which I have tried before didn't work for me before because I never really mentally let myself relax... I treated it like a game. This time, I'm actually relaxing my expectations and realizing if he wants me, he'll put the effort in too. And it seems like he is now.
Thanks