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Originally Posted by Lovehound
Why do we have to be so looks-centric?
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It's definitely more important to some people, than to others.
I am aware that objectively, I am better looking to more eyeballs-of-other-humans, than my boyfriend is. Not talking about how
I see him, but how other people do. It isn't just about looks either but the superficial stuff that makes a first impression. He has some social awkwardness, he acts excessively formal and a bit stiff around people he doesn't know and feel comfortable with. And in noisy rooms full of chatter or music, he doesn't always hear very clearly. I, on the other hand, am a stark raging extrovert, get along with everybody (at least in person, if not on the internets!) and can talk to anyone about nearly anything anywhere anytime. I turn strangers into friendly acquaintances all the time. Many times a week at least. I'm just...more accessible, I guess?
I do think that ease of socialization is a factor (including humor and such) in how "attractive" we perceive others to be. Might be right up there with looks in terms of its importance to people in general.
The differential in general appeal between my partner and I, isn't a matter of being a power or control thing for me, or making me more comfortable. I actually wish more women saw the things I do in him. I am open to polyamory, I'm not a very jealous person in that way, I wish he got more validation because validation feels nice and I like for him to feel nice, whether I am the cause or not.
No, the reason that I am so happy with someone who would be OBJECTIVELY considered less mainstream-attractive by people in general... It's the difference between our priorities. He wanted a woman that he considered "attractive" with a certain body type and a younger age, and he was willing to wait. If he never got that, he preferred to be alone, than to try and settle for someone he did not feel attracted to....that is certainly an option that everyone has...hold to strict standards, risk being alone a long time, or settle. He figured his odds of finding someone who had the look he wanted, the age range he wanted, a compatible personality and interests, and not interested in having kids (he did not want to) who was into him... were slim to none. Surprise! I am his unicorn.
My own priorities are less looks-based. When we met, I was looking for someone to fulfill a particular kink need that I had, and he seemed to be a candidate, and we had some common interests. I remember when we first met, looking at him, and while I did not find him instantly arousing to behold, I could imaging being intimate with him, with no "ick no" factor going on. So he met my rather broad requirements for appearances. He made me curious with a few things he'd said. I was willing to give him the time, to see if things went in a positive or negative direction with him. And he grew on me. Eventually quite a lot. Now I look at him, and he looks like the sexiest thing I've ever laid eyes on.
I am every bit as into him, as he is into me. It's just that what excited him about me in the very beginning, may have been different than what excited me about him.