softly she whispers in his ears ...mmmm ....then the words he longs to hear she whispers .... words ment for his ears alone ... her soft gentle feelings come pouring out he listens to the tone of her voice just loud enough for him to only hear ... he embraces her her pulling her in deeper she smiles how she loves his scent on her .. as she whispers words he longs to hear his eyes close and he is lost in their world .... filled with the sound of...

what do you do when you have all these feelings deep with and some how the one you have them for dont even know it or seem to care ??? drives me crazy to think how much i have inside of me that crys to get out but i dont say a word .... some times i let just alittle out but never very much .... i build walls to high for most to climb , its like i am living in a castle and locked away in one of its many hidden dungeons waiting for some prince to save...

back !!!!!!!!!
well i have been gone for alil bit but i am back i felt the need to just drop out of eveything .. and i but to be honest i missed my friends on city-data .. i missed reading arguys blogs he always makes me smile ,i missed geting messages from mike he is such a sweety and i missed reading Joshs blogs to ... i am back so texas hugsssss to all on my list ...................

I've been thinking lately about life and other "things". My whole adult life I've been dealing with depression/anxiety, the funny thing is I didn't really even know it, I know that doesn't make sense, how could you not know if your suffering from depression. It's just that I've felt like crap inside alot. I think that's why I love comedians so much. I'm considered the "comedian" of the family. It seems like a lot of comedians seems to have so many personal demons. Look just in...