Just got the results of my latest ctscan to evaluate my progress in my Cancer treatments.

I've had 9 Chemo Sessions so far...Doctor says he wants me to go through 2 more and then do another scan .

The tumor in my esophagus/stomach junction is considerably reduced from my last scan last March...Also,my liver and lymph glands do not show considerable worsening.

But I'm not crying victory until I'm told that I'm in remission....and even if you go in remission;it's...

At least 5 chronic diseases...In poverty pretty soon....I was not granted a personality when I was born,therefore no relationships ever,no friends...can barely take care of my cat...
Isn't G*d supposued to love you unconditionally...even if I don't believe in fairy tales?

Imagine if it/her/him hated me!!!

As I get weaker and weaker;to the point that literally all I do after I get home from work is stay in bed and only get up for bathroom and maybe
eat something so I won't pass out....I just wonder what I will do if my cancer improves.
I don't have friends,close-by family. My nephew has decided to become a "digital nomad" by maybe moving to S.E. Asia with a wife and 2 kids.
He's already in Cambodia.
While I wasn't really expecting to be a burden on him as...

Feeling so tired all the time....so weak...my muscle mass is gone...The chemo is apparently killing me.

Lost 43 Lbs. since November..It hurts to eat solid food..My mouth is full of sores...my lips are cracking...The roof of my mouth feels like I have an open sore on it..My taste buds are gone...
When I brush my teeth it hurts like crazy...as if I were using rubbing alcohol on my mouth sores.

Most of my teeth are gone.TBH,this is not because of the chemo...I've...

Take home pay from work: $5,680
SS Income(after Medicare pmt.) $2,857
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Total net monthly Income $8,537

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