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As the day progressed today I could feel myself continuing to spiral downward. This sucks. It consumes so much energy trying to just maintain. Not to continue the spiral.
I really want to go out dancing, but that environment is not one I need to be in right now. To much potential to make myself feel even worse, regardless how the evening would play out.

My renter did not show up to court, which I kind of expected. I was really hoping she was going to show up and settle...

Richard my name is Cheryl Flanders. Do you remember me?

Allah Almighty says in the Quran that: “Now surely the friends of Allah, they shall have no fear nor shall they grieve. Those who believe and guarded (against evil): They shall have good news in this world's life and in the hereafter; there is no changing the words of Allah; that is the mighty achievement.” (Noble Qur'an 10:62-64)

Happiness is an emotion that exists in the heart of all the people of the world. Happiness can be described as the peace of mind, and harmony.
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Really bummin today. Tomorrow morning I have to drive 3 hours to and 3 hours back for a 10 minute court appointment. I'm in the process of having to evict a resident from one of my houses. I hate doing this so close to Christmas. Granted I won't actually have to put her out until after the holidays, but still. The whole situation sucks.

I am getting a little stir crazy here as well. My house is spotless. Laundry is done. Wood is chopped. 57 channels and nothing on. NO Thursday...