who am i ? you ask ... my heart races knowing what you want to know ... why must we play these lil mind games i think .. we both know in the end we will only end up at a dead end .. each mad cause the other didnt give in ... we go through this all the time ...wasting each others time ... i look at you , hopeing you know the answer or how hard it is for me to talk when things get heated ... you sit and pout , thrusting out your bottom lip...

Today a fever started. In addition I've been having headaches all day, my other joints and muscles are starting to go out of whack on me as a result of having to compensate for my one bad leg. I wouldn't be surprised at all if I end up with two bad knees.

But God is faithful still!

A Christian of the kind that is willing to put their mouth where their faith is has volunteered to bring me some crutches so that I might be able to at least make it to the local store...

Whenever I raise this issue I always end up getting flack from Americans for saying the things I do.

That flack is more often than not irrational in it's argument against what I say. In that the facts are the facts and admitting to them doesn't mean the U.S. is a terrible country or no good.

I am an American citizen and intend to remain one.

But it is a fact that the U.S. is changing. And in my personal opinion changing for the worst. These changes...

All I can say is: What a memorable season. From the great start to the 5 game losing streak to replacing head coaches to 9 game winning streak to exciting playoff finishes, it was a season to remember.

Season started off kinda iffy but cool, won some big games, lost some we shoulda won, etc. Then came December, and Peter Laviolette gets released from coaching duties, and Paul Maurice is rehired. We win some, we lose some. Then we get into March and Erik Cole rejoins us at the deadline....

In my present practice to change the world by changing my view of it, I'm learning the lessons of my latest teacher (Pema Chodron). She counsels staying open, flexible, and friendly. She advises that to love others, one must love oneself. She teaches that one focuses on the out breath, and then let the present moment in. Whatever it brings, STAY with it. Accept it. Let it go, and let the next moment in. On and on, with each new moment.

It's like riding a bike, one pedal rotation at...