Feeling a bit happier got dressed up,had lunch feast and going to have fruit and yogurt for dessert.
Helped some people with their dreams.

I hope this year:
I will complete my poetry and block prints little book made on natural papers.
I will do three canvas works,intuitive art or the goddess in all her forms
Complete a self portrait
Maintain this blog
Maintain my art and folklore blogs.
Feel d around again and be romantic
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Well I've been having terrible sleep issues for months and for two days since I moved my normal sleep came back like a miracle, I was so sad about the move I hardly noticed or felt thankful.

But sure enough my crap fake sleep returned last night leaving me a wreck,in better news it gets my mind off the move and onto sleep problems.
When I wake up it feels like I've been awake all night ,it leaves me a wreck.

Had more bad dreams too,this room is just a nest of...

Read about intuitive painting all morning but still not feeling as creative as before.

Still I want to paint,getting reading for New Year's Eve going to have a special little dinner and probably study the old New Years beliefs.
The Celtic new year has passed with Samhain and who knows when the new year truly begins.
Will I follow Celtic or Slavic customs.

Not studying anything in particular since my zeal waned ,I was before getting up early just to read...

Well after concluding the dungeon could turn into a creative cacoon of sorts I'm trying to move on.still want to move,don't feel creative or happy here.

I will be writing here twice a day as journaling helps me.I am still trying to get my linocut kit so I can start doing block prints even if my creativity feels off.

I'm going to cosify the room a little but not much as I am so nomadic - I'm tired of the nomads life.
Still eating super healthy and only like healthy...

Well after a truly beautiful week I moved,and the place is like a dungeon I feel very stressed by it all and sad.I also have other great stresses.

My burgeoning creativity feels like it's been halted by it all,the place is not inspiring and I no longer feel secure and cosy.
Oh life why do you treat me thus!

Everything feels miserly and I don't even want to read my books.I don't know how long it will take me to either accept it,cosify it or move.
I just...