This entry won't make sense in some places, and in others, it will seem incomplete and in others still, it will be all over the place. Even more than normal when I write and am on the verge. However, the reason the 3 hour effort that I put into this ****ing thing, doesn't reflect it, neither in length or organized thoughts, is because wrote at least 300x's this amount, and with some clumsy move of my pinky finger, the majority of this entry was erased. GRRRR Im so damn annoyed. Idk what button...