Ephesians 2:5,6,10 - "Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace we are saved And hath raised us together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God has before ordained that we should walk in them."

As a believer I shouldn't have to "try" faith. I exercise my rights as a member of the body of Christ.
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Well I thought today about Mother Nature,mother heroic I sang,how best to honour her and her majestic power over all things,and her ability to destroy everything she created.Whilst feeble scientists pay no mind to her sacred paths or her ways.

Then I thought about my shamanic path,and really I consider it most days a great hinderance to things I wanted to do,cottages I wanted,novels I wanted to write,babies I wanted to nurse,housewifery duties I longed for,and the rest.
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