Well I was still suicidal but slightly manic on wednesday, that is I still felt flooded with feelings, but I had some sort of new cognitive damage Wednesday afternoon where I could no longer feel the celts,the mysteries or any of my interests,everything I was lauding in my last entry and everything I live for just went.I thought it was just my mania dipping,but I dreamt it was cognitive damage and it feels very much like it. I'm not surprised I was operating on no sleep Wednesday and shouldn't have...