bros I got what you need.
perfect stability = true happiness (no I am talking universal level)
now get your closest phone
call the closest Marijuana dealer
buy an ounce of some good Sinsemilla (like George Washington used to do
)
check out physics and how atoms work (this can take a while)
read genesis and compare it to however you think scientifically the earth started (play it in your head)
NOTE: remember that genesis is just an artistic way to see the beggining. its all symbolism
NOTE #2: This is very complex and may take years in understand but you can do it and it will answer a million questions
now smoke Sinsemilla and also research about perception and its limits
recommend to meet up with friends that believe in god because if u dont is because you are ignorant to the truth and i can prove it.
I just set you a track man and I am serious there is no better way to understand god if you accept you humanness(now wtf does that mean
).
now learn brother learn about love and sin and peace and all the good things and bad things that work for gooda;oisudhf;ijasd