I've been meaning to write this in here, but I just haven't had the time. My previous post had me sharing a little of last week's road trip to Austin. The funny thing is, I took to the road having had just a couple hours of sleep, but I'd already had it planned no matter what my work schedule had going.

Anyway, great time by me. Weather cooperated great. And..........I needed some Round Rock Donuts. Look, The Casester could not help himself. Too much...

It is really the gift that keeps on giving, this divorce thing. I can't think of anything outside my Mom taking the trip to Wonderland that isn't directly because of it. I finally got the Qdro paper filed, I think anyways-I may have done something wrong before handing it in. So Matt had to meet me there to also sign, and in all his crazy out of control bearded glory, was needing me to also sign a paper for him down in parking lot. He stated that it was so he could take money from Jc's college...

I need to blog so badly, for my own sanity, however, it is so daunting. There is so much that I am scared about, upset about, mad and hurt about, worried about, and then the list of tasks I need to do seems to keep growing with me not accomplishing a single one completely, and I feel like the sun comes up every day for the sole purpose of watching what kinda ****ed up news I'm going to get today, or what new kick in the gut life is going to throw at me. It's brutal, and I hate even talking to...